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Rush of emotions

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 22, 2009, 7:32 AM

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Mood: Guilty
Listening to: Rosenstolz
Drinking: Vin Blanc

I am Ill

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 20, 2009, 12:21 PM

_{Hello ..
I'm sick for three days. Lying in bed with fever.
Hope soon to be healthy.

... Rosenstolz Ein Wunder für Mich ...

I'm walking down the secluded road and i see a pretty face.
your kind hearted and listen to my pain,
like none before you...

we slowly walk and fall for each other,
feeling as if we're one.
i lean in but pause and you wonder why,
as you you finish what i started.

I am drowning in my fear. I see no light anymore.
I walk away. hide myself in my solitude.
Without You

the kiss more gentle, then a rose petal and softer than silk.
we part lips, then part ways, soon after i get your name.

i then see a wild rose,
and pick it and run towards you.
but i don't see you anymore.
i follow the only road,
to a graveyard and i pause.
a gravestone catches my glimse,
and a tear breaks from my eye.
a picture of you,
resides on the stone...
the date of your death today,
and again i'm left all alone.
i lay the rose on the grave,
and then leave...

so is my fate,
or at least at times,
so it seems......
so grey the soul in me,
and so numb my heart...
ladies and gentleman,
this is my biggest fear.

remains the loneliness, the fear, the sadness, the pain and the memory..

My Clubs}

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Mood: Guilty
Listening to: Rosenstolz
Drinking: Vin Blanc

Polarimpress

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 15, 2009, 2:08 PM

_{=polarimpress Has Given Me a deviantART Subscription!‏
So how can i thank you My Dear Friend
Thank you for your friendship and that you're allways there for me.}

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Mood: Wow!
Listening to: Firewind
Drinking: Vin Blanc

Lonelyness

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 14, 2009, 2:22 PM

_{... !! For a long time Closed !! ...

...Tijen...

... Firewind My Loneliness ...

_{... Me and my Loneliness ...

My loneliness makes you feel insecure
My loneliness will never let you find a cure
My loneliness has no directions for me and you
My loneliness speaks no truth of what you do
Listen to what I say

Turn me in
You're going crazy and I can't stand to feel your tears over me
Turn me in
It's not a crime to feel the way that I do, again and again

My loneliness does not lead you to my core
My loneliness always tell you to ignore
My loneliness, a waste of time if there's no trust
My loneliness is turning everything to dust
Listen to what I say

Turn me in
You're going crazy and I can't stand to feel your tears over me
Turn me in
It's not a crime to feel the way that I do, again and again

No one can save us from this pain
I wish that I could stop the rain
These dark gray skies are closing in

Oh
You're going crazy and I can't stand to feel your tears over me
Turn me in
It's not a crime to feel the way that I do, again and again

... Firewind My Loneliness ...}}

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Mood: Miserable
Listening to: Firewind
Drinking: Vin Blanc

Seductive

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 10, 2009, 1:11 PM

_{Excuse me please...
If I cannot thank each one and couldnt answer or Fav your great Artworks.
I'm very busy and very tired these days.
I try to answer as possible ♥ ♥

xoxoxo Tijen

My Clubs}